Sunshine;

I am sorry. I messed up, again and again. I know I've been thinking too much, but how can you say this isn't what you mean at all to a girl. I have never want us to be like this. I've been wanting more than what you think I want. It leads to no good end, perhaps there isn't any result. Look at me now, I am all scattered, because I thought we could have work things out.

I want to have faith, more than what you gave to me.